6-9-24

08:35

Espresso, very much needed.  Writing last night reflective of a mood, until I talked to the Nurse.  Again, she makes everything better.  Leaving in probably an hour to see her.

Hot day expected, from where I sit in the Nook, no clouds, just the obvious season and colors and a sky that teases you with its hue.

Not moving or thinking very fast.  Allergies or whatever this is, maybe a lingering cold.  Caffeine I’m hoping helps.

Thinking of tomorrow and a new time variable that complicates, of course.  Just as some would have it.  I’ll figure it out…

Distracted and shouldn’t be.  Should let my thinking go in so many directions.  Still moving slow, like this espresso isn’t doing a fucking thing.

Another…

Kids up, probably leaving in 30.  Need more coffee…. Might order something different from Starbucks.  No Peet’s this morning, promised the kids their favorite breakfast whatever’s.

Ignoring my slow state, acting like I hav more energy than I do.  It’s a method that works too, at least it has in the past.