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One year with the Nurse, honestly all I can think about.  The sales story as you know is the highest of stories and priorities right now, but she is the controller of my concentration.

Trying to distract myself and with no dissent to my sweet Nurse.  Peet’s coffee from the Cotati location, first time.  Drive back here reminding me of college days, SSU where I was convinced one day I’d be a professor, teaching literature and writing, theory… WHAT HAPPENED?

New interests and passions, I know.  Need more a routine, be “a creature of habit” like my Nurse says.

And there she is again.  The Queen of my concentration.  Forcing self to angle self to this story, only moments before a meeting and going to the field…

Taking BED journal with me.  Didn’t get a chance to put ink anywhere on its soil yesterday, not feeling 100% and leaving to finish the day working at home, hotter than hell’s oven outside, and fitting in a quick power nap before the drive to VV.

Strength, Knowing….  The two thematic anchors and consistencies for the day like I told the Nurse this morning, getting ready in our room, final hug in the kitchen.

See?  I am so caught in our story.  All my language will let me relay…

Taught myself a couple new things yesterday prospecting in Rohnert Park, west side.  Keep it simple, and when you think you have your approach simplified simplify it even more.

After this post, scribble something in journal.  Anything…. Blog Design Tech ideas the whole way over here, and this time more focus on the technique aspect.  How you communicate, how you fight to have your message felt.  Your STORY, more than message…

At a spot in my Story where significant steps need be taken.  And again, FIGHT.  It will be what I see, how I envision, or it will definitely NOT be.  That’s it.  That simple, singular, contained, focused, Composed.

The caffeine already working as you can read, missing my Nurse, wanting to escape with her… Paris, London, Hawaii like she mentioned the other day.

Anywhere…