12-6-23

Working on new laptop. Keeping everything simple today. Only brought backpack with two devices. No journals, no pens, again working more minimally, simply. Don’t need any more complications, in any form.

Mostly notes today. Rain, quiet in office, getting caught up on tickets.

Reciting postiive lines, only elevating syllables.

11:39 – packed myself a lunch. All proteins, lunch meat, eggs, cheese, that kind of thing. Leaving for trip in 3 days, can’t believe it.

Not straying from this new positive imbibe. Touch after noon, and I’m feeling a little slow, tired, like I want to work the remainder of the day at home.

Don’t see that happening. I’ll stay here, standing at desk and cruising through these tickets.

Going to go sit and type for a bit in kitchen, see what else I can do with this new laptop. Want it to be a bare bones sort of device, usage. Don’t want to load it up with too many programs, or docs, apps, whatever.

In the kitchen, same little square table. Coffee coming out of the brewer as I type this. Love that bubbling sound, the airborn dark notes…

First sip and I’m off. 12:20… have 40 minutes to myself, listen to the rain and brainstorm. Only opportunity in this room, me here in my types and a full cup.

Beautiful. I feel healthy, content and of strong composition. One ticket then another, from this rogue blogger. Just had that thought… branding myself so.

Rogue blogger… not sure why I like that so much. How I’ve been made to feel, to an extent. But also with the lean of freedom.

That nothing can control you. If you truly want to write or blog or create freely, you fucking CAN.