Doing one thing with my life, its story.  And it’s this.  Communicating my Now.  So many times I want to complicate, well, everything.  Why… what in a human causes them to do that.  Fearlessness now, in what I am, who I narrate to the world.  Again I tell myself the kids are watching.

What does success look like to me… just wrote that in the journal.  No answer yet.  When should I have one by, no idea.  Will need another after this can.  Keep the energy alive and salivating… like a wild dog.  Looking for anything…

2:13

Whoa how’d that happen.  Tempted to get the kids early.  Miss them and thought about taking them somewhere.  Can’t though… work.  What I do here contributes to their story, impacts it mammothly.

Sent out another contract, see how long it takes to come back.  Happy in my AE story, now.  Why, of course because I’m selling.  The limits on our network at the Enterprise level… not going into it.  Celebrating with another Diet Coke.  Up to loft level…

New expectations for self.  New sight and aim… Hemingway and Kerouac-like.  Everything is relevant, everything speaks and has its own music.