David doesn’t reply, just hearts my notification of contract landing.  Now what…. Sales, sales thoughts.  Writing all notions and meaning in moment, the moment itself and what it means.  The quiet here before kids land after their first day.  Jack in 5th, Emmie in 1st.  How.

Thoughts about writing… one, don’t think about it.  I’ll write more later, just thoughts on writing.  The act and practice.  I know the kids are reading this, but what’s the hoped-for result.  Just want them to be proud of me I guess, and see my devotion to writing.  Writing as a life, a way, a behavior, character dimension, a wish…

Too quiet in this office.  And why am I writing at the desk.  Didn’t I say I’d relocate this laptop to the sofa seat across from me?  This must be the exhaustion talking…. I have to take a nap later to recharge I just say to myself then the coffee kicks in, and I mean REALLY kicks in.