It’s amazing how much shit you can pack on a vacation and not even know it. 

Just finished with my backpack, FINALLY… where did all this shit come from?

Need another beer, or walk around the Green.  That’s what I should do!  Get out of the house…. NO.  Stay in chair.  Write.  Develop the idea further, shape it then erase it, build it again.. give life over life and test Self.

Freedom in all this, especially since Sunriver.. still smell the trees and air.  See my babies swimming, splashing each other and at war by that little waterfall.