Henry up, then the two big kids coming down. Nothing to write…. Going to begin a subscription to The New Yorker, little gift to myself. Ideas for essays not much in that way this morning, the TV on the kids asking for breakfast Henry dissatisfied with anything I do…. Guerrilla approach, like yesterday me reading into my phone, recording in the closet. Find writing time and sitting or standing, time to put together thought wherever I can. That is the first book, that is the mission… that is the topic, ideas to other parents seeing their walls get closer, closer, overarching, constricting.