Some new pattern, habit and practice.

Maintain it.

Have it be from and for music.

Sip coffee again, now what.

Where will I be right before bed, who will I be.  What identity.

Not one that someone else decides or wishes.

Pronouncing self, and how I see it scribed.

How I will write it, his new composition and room, light.

We let too much happen, rather than directing and igniting new reality and associated occurrences.  What if in a minute, one sitting, on a couch or wherever, you decide STOP.