Counting and inventorying everything I do today. The new year already started in my head and I’m starting my missions not as trite resolution efforts but consideration of my Now, what it wants from me, what I can gain from it. Everything teaching me. Doing my budget, seeing how much money I spend in the field on lunch. Want to count it all, tally it, see what I would have saved but that’d only aggravate me, I’m sure. So I won’t. Forward, no lunches in field. Coffee is fine, and a small bite, but only funded by coins. Change. So, carry a bag of with you when going out.
Thinking about a shop, after and during my run. I try to get away from wine, but I can’t. I can sell and narrate wine like no one I know, honestly. In inventorying everything today, knowing everything in the Now counts, I fixate on me, what I love and what I’ve done for work. Mostly teaching, wine, blogging, writing. Why not consolidate. Would mean I have to start another blog, or restart the ‘vinovinevin’ project. Going to not think about it, not excessively deliberate. Just sit on the idea. Tonight’s wines, writing about each. The SB, white blend from Imagery I bought yesterday, the Pinot and red blend. Or should I bring the Malbec…. Just a bit after noon now, and feeling exhaustion from the run. 6.3 miles, where I thought about a wine business and a marketing story, the connection to the Now, how all of this is not necessarily connected by contributing to the momentum of the next frame, place.
Now, everything I need. More. The understanding of your reality should always entail celebration. With each morning and sip, each sight and breath. The poetry of the Now rises from already-present music. My music, now, vino scribbles and travel.