Just finished a short story. Who knows what I’ll do with it. Probably post to blog, or print, I don’t know. But today, is going to be that awesome day. Without fixating and over-promising, I see the winemaker character. My sister to start, the guys downstairs, and am more eager to write them. Inventorying barrels and conducting blending trials, tastings of different lots, walking vineyards to measure and manage growth, anticipate yield… the loud music they play on the crush pad. I do want to write wine, and I will, but I want to write them. These people making the wine, hopefully one day soon having my own label like Ed, my character in this morning’s piece. Invitation only…. Not to be snobby or “exclusive”, and I hate that fucking word, but just to have a hobby that more or less pays for itself.
Harvest coming closer with every day I’m here, that we’re all here. The fruit out there will be part of this facility and crushed and everything about the structure changes. I will change, the moods will change. More to write and photograph… should get out to the vineyards quick, before the day starts. Now 09:03. Writing the winemaker, winemaking… cleaning all the equipment before August, arranging barrels, cleaning the bins, more loud sounds, topping all the barrels with wine already residing, sulfuring, then preparing for the first fruit landing.
Should seriously consider taking part of today, off. Go tasting somewhere I either haven’t or somewhere I haven’t visited in some time. I need more newness… so go get it, I tell myself, nearly yelling at self in this cubicle. Wine, making it, watching wine take shape and being in the lab to monitor each of its advances, unexpected changes and declines. Wine will always mystify me but more than that educate me on me and why I’m here, why I deal with so much of this industry nonsense, departments feuding with each other and so many rumors and people talking about others when they should be taking inward considerations. Wine doesn’t care. The vines don’t care. They do their respective doings. The vines produce their clusters that reflect weather and vintage conditions, year after year. And the wine lives, changes and shows new signs and sings notes new that we’ve never before heard as she furthers into time’s appellation.
Co-worker telling me she’ll be in a little later, so I have time to self in TR and can taste through wines and note in my Burgundy Journal what’s to me said… I’m looking for new language in wine, today, for sakes of one day making my own wine again but just getting to know her, wine, better. More intimacy with what I sip and what I do every day I’m alive, now. Last night sipping that blend and she saying more to me than in past visits, past interactions and conversations with that particular bottle. 09:16… just want to write wine all day. And that’s what I’ll do. What will they do, fire me? I’m the last one left.. my wine diary assumes a more aggressive missive and meaning, intention and electrical edifice.