Always for this writer. Need to collect books. And I will. I promise. After tonight. Will be in SF after few months, fewer than few. Staying the night after a late reading that will generously pay, me putting money into babies’ college collections while writing more to further the forward, all for my babies. I have one motivation, them. Little Kerouac. Ms. Austen. Tomorrow morning, note what they do.. everything. Kerouac waking to play with me, or watch cartoons and Emma calling for us to come get her but really only wanting her mama. Pouring last glass.. thoughts, feels, atmosphere… more plans for me, for the babies.