I can’t stop at 3 pages.  Fuck…

there’s so much I want from today, from tomorrow.  Then I say to myself, “Well then just go get the whole fucking thing, every THING you want.” But I don’t want things.  And why am I cursing so much?  What a 4AM session does to you… Light finally starting to show outside.  Should I launch for a run now?  No.. wait a little longer.  But keep with the vision of today, I order self.

Somewhat proud of my 4AM rise.  I finally did it again.  Need to make it a habit, though.  Practiced.