Now I wait.

I hate the wait

Yet I always commit to it,

Out myself here,

Unclear?

So am I? 

Contradicting juxtapose-

Froze,  but wait it’s almost ready.

No it’s not.

Self plot, caught, a lot–

People talking around me, their

day off,

bitter just standing here,

waiting to hear my own name.  Clown.

3/25/16