3 days till Emma–

Why am I so nervous?

I wasn’t with baby 1–

Thinking of money,

and scheduling–

And sleeplessness.

And if Jack feels minimized

in any way.

I’d hate that.

Just relax.

Be anticipatory, pleased

and positive.

This is a blend of bliss and

joy and

Growth and

Life and insight and

everything a yay.

3 days.

Three–

Had to write it out to better

see.

(12/12/15)