6-18-26

11:00 

Break.

More coffee.

Meeting went better than I thought it would.  And I though I’d do well but I was far more prepared and confident, and FEARLESS than I thought I’d be.

Learning again the value of consolidation, that less is more.

Music this morning putting me in a Zenful mood.

Not allowing all that, to distract or slow me.

No run today, temp too high.  May take SELF out to lunch, or eat here and write.  Keep the freewriting tireless and ever-drumming.

11:02, taking every minute as content.  Story.  Material, something to capture and translate, write and rewrite, and become obsessed with.

No time to be delicate or excessively measure, worry about the interpretation of whomever… some backward learning blob.

The fear I once knew was there has been ripped out.  Excommunicated.  I am free, devil.

Observe it, love it, know there is nothing you can reverse.

Meditating … Mindful of where this write types.  What’s ahead, and learning from VP again, there’s a lot.

Travel, FINALLY.

Summits and conventions…. Me speaking—

Tired, woke at 05:30 and haven’t stopped.

Mental Health – More Assured and Composed than any prior era.

Mindfulness – I am here, I am strong, and FEARLESS AS FUCK.

Happy because I am grateful….

And from all this, I manifest whatever the fuck I want.