4-17-25

10:56.  In the office two hours ahead of where I ought to be.  In no mood to be here but I made myself come here early.  Exercise in discipline, MENTAL HEALTH of course, and manifesting the scene and work life I’m after.

Grateful I did.  Yes, grateful to ME.  Sipping coffee and focusing on SELF and my story, the quiet of this office and how its oddity emboldens me.  Let mind go where it wishes, me a lad this morning after peace and that’s it.

Decisions I made, right and wrong, brought me here.  This morning commuting under clouds but it may as well have been the sun-struck day I was hoping for.  It didn’t bother me.  At all.  If anything it put me in a different equation of thought.

This sales life and the waiting for other conversations to do something is getting to me this morning.  So my solution – EASY.

Think of something else. 

Don’t let your mind be on those Roads.

Scribbling in journal earlier, when I first got here.  Whatever came to mind.  Two pages so far.  May add more.  But in note form.