4-14-25

Mom’s bday.  10:15.

Call at 13:30 that could change everything.  Can’t do it soon enough…

The aim is to stay alive as long as possible.  Play the game, ACT.  The mission is HAPPINESS.

Again, IMAGINE THAT.

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13:05

At desk prepping for meeting.  Some quick notes, don’t want to be too scripted.  “I’m closing this, on this call.  Getting them to sign.” Right or wrong, that’s my mentality, my psychology at present.  Not taking no for any sort of answer.

Little break and now at desk.  Notes atop notes.  NOTED…..

I am not letting myself be anything but wildly confident and excited.  Go to bed obsessed, wake excited.  That is the action from this writer.

Going into this call as an ENGINEER.  Not a writer.  And even with writing, more and eng than basic scribe or diarist.  I’ve changed…

Finally.

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15:05

Call went over 1hr20m.  I feel good about it, but then I second guess myself.  And, the spreadsheet facet makes me nervous.  Have to get over it and do the exercise they send me, IF they send it.  Sounded like they will but who knows.