15:22

Canvassed, emailed, set appointments, communicated pricing, and now finally at a standstill needed in the loft office.  Leaving at 16:30, I told the Nurse.  Will bring her dinner, to her unit in the hospital.  Love visiting her.  Always feel so special walking thought the door with my badge, taking the elevator and ringing that bell that only other med professionals ring.

Especially relaxed, after a wine business meeting a bit ago in….  Not telling.  I am making things happen.  No contingencies, no waiting, no permission needed.  About to send another email.

15:25….  My wine story, about more than anything in the glass, or even the vineyard or people.

ME.

My happiness and satisfaction, more than content doing what I do day to day.

Cosmos thoughts swirling and multicolored.  Unseen by self or any scope.  Leaving for drive in 27 minutes… to see Nurse and get that badge at the front.  Not sure when she’s off.  Still haven’t sent that email.

What do I want.  I know what I want.  Not bothering me, what I can’t control or write… other authors are sewage pits.  You’re reading this, I know you are.

Vile rotting thing, while alive.  Sad, but more a show.  Just for me.