12:34
The day is one of the most positive and encouraging since starting this story. Beyond eager to get out into the Field tomorrow. Larkspur… Small businesses. Printing out a list of doors to knock. Stressing voice over data. Just like the Sonic days. Hard to believe, back in this AE sea.
Getting hungry but holding self in fast. JouRNal writing at lunch. Maybe a quick walk…. Back to training, just wanted to write a quick couple sentences. I feel something amazing about to take shape and find me, my new story.
14:27
Taking a call with the Nurse outside, and I can’t stop smiling. She tells me she just got back from Trader Joes, getting a couple this’ and that’s for dinner. Some mango sparkling wine, which should be fun.
Addresses ready for tomorrow’s Field mission. I leave the ground tomorrow, wheels up, and never landing. My attitude for tomorrow and all days after.
Doubted self a bit in this new story, to be honest. As recently as last night, falling asleep next to the Nurse. But not today. That thought and sentiment are NOWHERE in this writer’s speak.
