6-27-24
Too much going on…. Stressed and in a mood. Luckily brought running stuff. 4 miles, not a drop more, the target.
More training, not getting out to field today. Woke again at 05:20 and now starting to feel it.
Thinking about things differently, the sales story for one. Not sure how to describe it but… just know m y thoughts are in a different place. Nothing negative, just analytical and exploratory.
When was the last run? Hate to even think about it. Can’t remember…. Doesn’t matter. Today is day ONE.
11:11… making a wish. I really am. That certain voices just somehow go away, or that I can somehow permanently block them out.
The training is starting to annoy me, to be honest…. Don’t get negative, I tell myself. That’s what others do. Focus on the 4 miles you’ll enjoy. Never ran around here, but have an idea of where I’m headed. Snack when back…
Keeping the day simple, and simplifying even more from where I am.
Lost in my sights and visions, returning to the classroom in my head. Students and their questions and the submissions of papers, then the conversations we’d have around the papers. And often, not associated with an assignment.
How did I get here, telecom?
