In HQ, feeling early wakeup and workout. Coffee helping a little. Only 9:22, feels later. Quick meeting at 11. May nap after.
Moving slow, in a bit of a mood from clients not paying their bill. What can I do…
Turning off music. Day starting to attack with emails and messages and to-do’s added to list. The whole Monday thing is in my head, distorting my sense of everything. I’m allowing it. So stop, I tell myself.
See two people walking past building outside. MY thoughts are… what. Not.
Wind outside picks up. Something’s off.. then right it, I say to myself. Yeah, it’s that easy.
Why do I see Mondays as Mondays now? Stop caring so much. Simplify where you can.
One thing taken care of. Now to another. 9:46. I’m overthinking, giving MYSELF anxiety. Why do I do that, why can I not stop.
9:54… simplifying, consolidating, condensing. More quiet, meditation. Feeling strange still though.. Should leave the office, go back home. Do meeting there. Was going to say workout at lunch but already done. Wow, I actually did it. Finally. At the gym when dark like I used to before stupid covid.