10-15-24

Prospecting for mySELF this morning.  Lots of covered ground, one strong lead, then the one from yesterday.

One more prospecting effort…. Hearing the Nurse and her Nurse-daughter talk last night and K, the daughter, speak about Nursing and working as they do – the passion and tireless Beat of their day-to-day…. I need that.

I want that, but more need.

Passion.  Hunger.  A growl of determination that nothing else can give you.  NOTHING.

Would say I’m on a roll this morning, but I hate that phrase.  But I am. I am… in all considerations.  11:28, how did that happen?

Will give more detail when the Story shifts again.

Have a couple items to hit…. Can do one now, or get started.  Thought about getting some espresso from upstairs but pretty sure I don’t need it.

Mind going in too many directions to be singular…. And that’s fine.  Not resisting it….

PROFESSOR MIKEY.  That is me.. nothing else.  Anything else is an interim, at best.  An intermission, sideshow or jester that no one is really interested in, juggling some shit in the corner.

All praise to the Nurse and her daughter… there is no going back, as the Nurse and I have been saying to each other of late.

Time for a break…. Not hungry, just some time to collect, meditate.  When back, EVERYTHING journal page for day.

I’m not letting this feeling go, and I will NOT be talked out of it.  The rest of my life, now at a heightened consideration and measure.