8-26-24

13:54

In the Field.

Ran 3.15, stopped by heat.  Walked rest of the way to 5mi aim.  My last lunch run for a while.  It throws me, not so much off but into a rhythm and thought spot I’m not fond of.  Prospecting new opps.  Eat Cotati Avenue… still drained from heat.  Was too hot to run and I shouldn’t have gone out, but I did and here I am a little off.

Driving to Vacaville tonight, need three opportunities before heading that way.  What I want from myself, no one else’s demand on me… for my mind and Mental Health, PEACE.

Only now starting to cool down.  Driving by Sonoma State replaying certain classes, professors and their assignments, the staying up late writing a paper and having to sometimes present on what I wrote.

Time reminder, but time only has me more aligned with more life than death.

Counting down hours and minutes till I drive out to the Nurse.  Writing at Redwood Café for a couple more minutes.  Seeing some things as a game.  Have fun.  Why not.  Why take it so seriously.

Planning tomorrow, immediately down to the minute.  Tuesday, my favorite day and tomorrow needs to be perfect.  Some are going to read that and try to inflict, inflect and inject something negative.  But I’m immune.  Better luck next time, fool…