8-28-24
90 days in this new story. Just back from Field, sitting to lunch. Leftover salad and steak the Nurse boxed for me. Back out to the Field in a bit, Santa Rosa, North Dutton and Fountaingrove zones.
Much better today. Code with Nurse – KICK ALL THE ASS. As we said to each other this morning.
Next meeting, 16:00. Will take at loft I think, makes sense. Then back out to VV. Attitude and Activity, Attitude and Activity… Attitude and EVERYTHING. Nurse offering an analysis or literary consideration of my character as I have it written on the blog over the past few years, notably since the separation.
In her words, there are points of amplification and growth for this writer. And I have fucking NEVER been more excited.
Like I wrote yesterday, a war to get my confidence, fire, that storming and invincible passion back.
Thanks and all praise be to the NURSE. Can’t stop thinking about her. A discussion we had last night, coffee and time this morning. I’m a new draft, vintage today. Not sure really how to explain it or what symbol to place. But here I am, smiling.
Will remain on page…

