14:58

Probably heading out early.  Or writing in this spot, sending emails for a bit longer.  Switching laptops, to the work one.

Tired again, how I feel.  The run, bad choice.  Should only work out in the morning.  That is the rule going forward.  I don’t wake early enough, then I miss out and deal with the results….  Meeting a guy last night with several hobbies, very specific passions that had me spinning, envious, self-critical.

Be more THAT.  Or more a different side of me.  Who knows.  Noticed I said something the other day, I can’t even repeat it.  Made me realize something about myself.  I have to pause, re-assess, measure, write more… figure it out, as I someone said recently, someone who I now this is a sky-slurping pig but still there was something in what he said.

Learning from the Nurse’s messages…. In this café when I should be knocking on doors.  Swear I’ll prospect more in a minute.  Write letters, write me far past of expected echo.  Life is too short.  Finally… a sitting like this. Like when I was in grad school, speeding toward deadline.

Why not set a new one for SELF – ???

Yes.  DONE.