No time to get to them now. Still opening, time to self… what do I want to do with the day. How do I approach it different than last, and last week.
New opportunities, new travel. Acquire something else from the morning…
Here writing notes to myself while trying to and more or less staying on task. Check calendar again, make sure there’s nothing I forgot.
Good, day is set. Just me today, no help. So, I need to be quick. More espresso. Drink more water like the Nurse urges.
How I got here, the decisions I made, changes I implemented. Hard to believe. New inventory of decisions, changes, challenges, all of it.
Writing, always the answer for me. However many journals filled, posts to a blog, tasting a flight either here or in Napa or wherever and putting the thoughts somewhere.
The embodiment of what wine is – Passion, conviction, doing something you love more than an obligatory oscillation.
There’s a specific way I want the kids to see me, understand me and my story. One who believes in happiness and doing something you love for a living rather than just surrendering to the shackled pattern of job-ism.

