remember now but stay up for a bit thinking about work, building a business… my office in Marin somewhere, or SF – more than likely Marin of course – and what I do from there. Road more than destination.
Putting self on break now. To do what. Fighting the tempt to not-run. Melissa told me I just need to get out there and do it. Yes… run, the same way you write. I’m thinking about it too much, obviously.
Then I start thinking shit like, “Okay, so if I don’t run today then I can go tomorrow, early, right?” We all know that won’t happen. This becomes a struggle of struggles, getting myself out there. Then I think, “Oh, I still have a little scratchiness in my throat, I should sit it out today…” Why has running become so hard for me? I used to go whenever and at lunch as I’ve written before, do 8 miles then get right back to work. What happened to me? Why am I getting lazy at my old-ass age?