14:25….  Kids demanded nap time.  Entirely unusual.

Nurse and I on the loft floor while still more laundry rotates.  

Lunch at Oliver’s, and the day is right.  Righted, from past impasses.

Week ahead, in the Field.  That is the plan, and one I’ll see to material.  Few weeks ago in Larkspur walking around and not really getting any “leads” if you would but just enjoying the walk.  Not sure if that’s part of the job description or KPI and I don’t and didn’t care.  Took the day and did what I wanted with it.

Then writing I feel a stop.  Sudden and gripping.  What do I do, what do I focus on, how do I define my career and what its purpose is…?

Not a clue.  So I keep moving till I find something.  Till something, whatever it is, makes me react.

Lunch with kids and Nurse, or waking early this morning to that sun reflecting off the tree and chorusing into my room.

Drive out to Fairfield on Friday for a company meeting, the drive back and the traffic that appeared from nowhere…. Later in evening looking at pictures I took years ago, again.

Message work to let them know I might be there a few minutes late.  See how that all unfolds.  Should be fine, but it’s on my mind and controlling thought a bit more than I’d like it too.

Small businesses.  Obsessed with them at the moment.  Any kind – clothing stores, restaurants, cycling shops and retail spots like the one down the street.  See the passion of some working close to me and that’s what I’m mimicking now.  Getting out to the Field and staying there.  Organizing the day, already.

Approaching the story like an Engineer more so than AE.  That’s how it’s gotta be.