11-15-24

Yesterday, challenging.  Bled into my sleep and woke me around 03:45 and kept me up for a good 90+ minutes.  Fell back asleep eventually.  But, a useful meditation and planning time for this writer.

But no, I’m no longer a writer.  I am no title.  I’m ME.  With several applications, I’m realizing and utilizing.

09:09, too much on mind to really inventory or category, but I move forward only.  The BLOG DESIGN TECH idea revived, and now a solid project and book and Story, IDENTITY.

Fighting for the narrative and my story, to get to where I want to be with not just success but mind peace.  Learning, about everything.  SELF, most crucially.

One call scheduled for today, and that’s about it.  Looking at this old phone on shelf, the one from when I first moved in and had a landline.  Seems like another Story, but the same.  Older pages and Rooms, but the same.

Mind in a circling meditation and deliberation, looking at LifeMap graph I started a few months ago.  Meeting starts, where’s my pen.  Nothing to scribble, or write, at least not now.

Opportunities everywhere, what I keep writing in journal.  Not another way to see it, and by it I mean this, LIFE.

Expanding reach and approach.  Jack home sick today, Henry with nothing till this afternoon and right now on a shopping errand with the Nurse.  Her amazing kindness and presence and principle qualities are astounding, I don’t know how else to put it.