MINDFUL. But in a different way.

One needed, one triggered and a result of a me-error.  Not insecure about what I was insecure about anymore.  Like, at all.

I recognized it, and now I’m laughing at it.

Oh my god, that’s what my thoughts were?

WHAT THE FUCK?

Sometimes you need to be the jester I guess, and seriously laugh at yourself.

It extended from work like I wrote earlier, but now I’m laughing.  Holy shit, why did I not see this power in SELF before?

I have it now, that’s all that matters.

11:37, calm.  Smiling to myself after a call with the Nurse.  Gratitude and love reshape my ray.