14:57
Meeting done, home office, and more zen than I’ve felt in weeks. Yesterday and today, just what I needed. Seriously. First mobile sale, not worth much but I’ll take it. Conversations with property managers, and another business idea. Lunch at the Chinese place not even two blocks away.
Nurse getting here later, not sure when. New understanding of SELF. Weekend out of town, thinking of how to record it. Like HST maybe, and what a coincidence or not at all, it’s in Vegas. The lights, the strip, whatever business there is to do, which is always present.
I feel a shift in this writer’s life. And one that I’ve always wished for. Seriously. I used to wish for that ‘one awesome day that changes everything’. I remember saying this to myself when I worked at that harebrained marketing firm in downtown Napa, selling wine over the phone to winery lists – wine club members and high spend histories.
And here I am, and yesterday too. Those awesome atop awesome days. After 15:00 now and needing to ready to pickup my daughter and wee-est of Beats. Grateful I told the Nurse, me now.
Like I’ve never been. After the meeting with my manager, I thought about his words and suggestions. He’s right… get out there more. Be BOLD he said. No argument from me. YE$… and all in writing.
Another meeting, then another, then to store. Walk, air here in Windsor. Writing more in journal about this town, the county. Life is so fucking short, goddamnit… something yesterday reminded me of that, can’t remember what. And then a dream night before last at the Nurse’s house.
Getting all of this Story… two days in a row of luminescent emboldenment. My Story, here. At this desk, at the keys, with the Nurse and my babies…. Yesterday talking to another AE about business and how to approach it. His tenor and posture, more relaxed than mine. Not as stressed or intense, learned something.
Still learning, for sure. I always want to be. Why not… student with more gems than the professor. But, as it happens, this writer be both—