12:41 on Wednesday the 16th. Feel defeated and useless, like I’m incapable of getting what I want, career-wise. […]
On second beer, not in the mood for dinner, just wine and writing and jazz. Cantankerous… that book […]
Older, getting older, and I think about happiness. What makes me or anyone happy. I always come back […]
First day of a new month always does something to me. This on is different. Not sure if […]
in a vineyard.
More than yesterday when I only hit three. I’ll just keep getting out there, I said to my […]
And feeling more composition, more together. I don’t know. Day odd, off. Think I made it so. Thinking. […]
Large glug of coffee I made last night and here at desk. Saying to see over and over, […]
to inoculate some calm into Monday….
Do you job less. Be organized, but just call and talk to people. Stop focusing on the reality […]