crutch none, just walking slowly this morning. why rush, there’s too many stoplights anyway—
Deciding, drastic shift only solvent for this. Balk never, move now. (10/5/16)
Started Locked in my Now. Steering into tidals. I out-story them. (10/5/16)
Postulate Wonder and measure, lean against the counter and count. But don’t mark much. Shaped
7:33AM In seconds cuz that’s all I have, I’m a daddy, you get it right? Time?
words me too, where go trip to other coasts, love sands I don’t know— streets bed
Needing Order Children swarm line, loud, waiting for coffee, envy– They, life. Me, just grown.
window moving, shape– recipe forming in breath, hour tally, pick
Sleep no but a bit. Stay awake yes but I have to rest – think something.
No thanking god, it’s Just Friday, another day. Work, drive, count, breathe, go–