Be seen, the normal marketing pulse. Actually no, nothing normal… Ordinary gets you the ordinary results.
I swear, in the last I’d saw 2-3 weeks or so, I’ve changed IMMENSELY. In attitude, aims, approach. Everything I want, or seek to be or have in my possession, any reality I’m pursuing I WILL capture. There is no compromise.
There is no settling. There is no time to overthink or measure, pause and self-doubt. Next move, in the car. Enjoy the drive and music. Haven’t written in a place like this in a bit. Letting go of the day, just a little. Downtown Santa Rosa, 4th Street. Not my favorite place to write, but here I am.
Getting out of my head. Men at the bar, talking about ordering something strong. Me here with a Diet Coke, just listening. No judgement. Well, maybe a little. Still though, keeping my composition. Should have knocked more doors, shit…
15:55…. Write the Nurse. What is she doing. Can’t get her away from my thinking, thought priority. She, this deific Nurse – EVERYTHING.