11:34

Day zooming past me, and I don’t like it.

Nurse texting me sweet words as always, and encouragement.  Wasn’t as productive as I should have been last night, and I’m a little frustrated with myself.  No matter… new idea, and one created by the Nurse.

Journaling in response to it. Of course… why do I let myself get so easily discouraged and forget shit, and doubt myself as I do.  The Nurse always hits the points where needed, sees clearer than I do most days.  Seriously.

She is amazing, always offers the most needed and rich insight, opinion, or gentle thoughts.

Redirecting SELF to the page, and in a stronger way.  Not sure I have enough energy for a run.  Thoughts last night keeping me up and not letting me go back to sleep this morning.

Should be prospecting right now but no interest, just being honest.  Hungry, and tired.  Maybe run before heading to VV?  I don’t know….  The meeting with the gym owner lady also has thoughts circling and swarming, shoving me one way then another and all beneficial.